Things I Want:
- to not have a recurrence
- to travel to all the places
- for my family and friends to be happy and healthy (I feel bad that I thought about this after the second bullet)
- to be more interested in politics
- to want to exercise
- to want to cook
- to want to save money
- to look back on my life and be happy that I did what I did
- to not care so much about what other people think
- to be naturally hairless in all the right places
- to not crave carbs
- to understand the Electoral College
Things I Need:
- to stay healthy to keep my blood pressure and blood sugar under control
- an apartment (affordable, two bedrooms, washer/dryer hook-ups, updated kitchen)
Things I Like About My Life:
- I’m healthy.
- I have wonderful friends and family.
- My job is important.
- I have a lot of vacation time.
Things I Contemplate Doing But Shouldn’t:
- Getting a dog (I first typed out “god”–> Freudian?)
- On-line dating
- Spending a lot of money on rent to have a cool place
- Dying my hair cotton-candy pink
Things I Have Been Procrastinating:
- Writing my long-term sub a letter of recommendation (no desire to do work-related things)
- Writing a piece on Albrecht Durer for my Dad’s friend’s art website (turns out I’ve lost my interest in Northern Renaissance art)
- Applying for student loan forgiveness (I’ve heard it’s an exercise in futility)
Things I Once Contemplated Doing That I’m Glad I Never Did:
- Going to grad school for Art History
- Getting a dog
- Moving to Montana
Things I Once Contemplated Doing That I’m Glad I Never Did But There’s a Good Chance I’ll Eventually Do:
- Get a dog
Tonight I was listening to my dad and sis talk about my dad’s friend from high school. A few years ago he shot his girlfriend in the face. Five times. Then he went and hid in the woods for two days. I’m so intrigued by this man and his life. He recently wrote my dad a letter from jail asking for help. My sister is an attorney, and I listened to her two-cents on the situation. Fascinating. Terrible. I want to ask this man so many questions.
My friend I met on the train in Alaska (the one who had a mastectomy) asked me (in an e-mail) if I ever worry about my health. She asked because she was heading to the Ob-Gyn and she worries about her ovaries (what if they turn cancerous too?) I told her that I don’t worry about it. I really don’t. What’s so weird, though, is that I worry about what others think of me. That makes no sense. My reputation over my life? The brain is so. weird. I find solace in the fact that life is risky. Going outside, getting in your car: it’s all a gamble.
My girl Lil E moved to St. Louis from Atlanta! I’m so excited she’s here. She’s playing hooky from work on Wednesday, and I’m taking her on an adventure. Here’s my Tour de Lou itinerary I’ve created for her:
Stop #1: Parkcrest Plastic Surgery–Get a boob check-up.
*All of the following stops have been ranked #1 in their category by The Riverfront Times Readers’ Choice Poll. They’re also my favorite 🙂
Stop #2: Olympia Greek Restaurant–Dine on Grecian delights. #flamingcheese
Stop #3: Pint Size Bakery–Get a sweet treat, OR if you want ice cream, we’ll go to Ted Drew’s.
Stop #4: The Royale–Imbibe on cocktails served by hipsters.
Then, depending on what you’re up for, we could
- Continue drinking and go to another bar.
- Visit Forest Park: The Art Museum or the Missouri History Museum (current exhibit is The Little Black Dress: A History (I’ve seen it; it’s good. There’s also the permanent World’s Fair exhibit). See the Art Deco gem-of-a-building called The Jewel Box.
- Visit the Cathedral Basilica which has the largest mosaic collection in the world.
*If you need some St. Louis gear, we can go to the STL Style House. Check out their site: http://stl-style.com/shop/tees
I’ll also be creating a playlist for our adventure (I’m going to brainstorm it now). One of the things I love about E is our shared random taste in music.
- “Working Man” by Rush: Why did we like this song so much? Why is it a thing?
- “Badge” by Cream
- something by Jeff Buckley
- something from Beck’s Midnight Vultures
- “One Way or Another” by Blondie: In college we used to joke about stalking boys. Who was that boy I liked who worked at Osama’s Coffee House: Justin? Jeremy? (tall and blonde)
- “Take a Picture” by Filter: I remember listening to this while we drove to Parnell , MO so I could do some research on where my Grandpa grew up.
- “Little Queenie” by Chuck Berry: He’s a St. Louisan, and I like this song. *If I got a dog, I’d name her Queenie, and I’d sing this song to her.
I had to see the breast (not plastic) surgeon today. Cost $50 for her to feel my implants and say, “Looks good. Any questions?” She’s great, and I get why I have to go in, but #money.
I was under the impression that implants would feel real, but they don’t. They look real, though.
My hair is starting to turn more ash blonde on top (as opposed to just grey). *Is there a rule for when you use ‘grey’ as opposed to ‘gray’? –> things to Google
I booked a flight to New York in December. I’ve always wanted to see The Big Apple at Christmastime. Anybody have a wealthy friend or a family member with a fabulous place in Manhattan who wants to let my friend Emilie and me stay there? We’re really nice, and, like, conscientious guests.
For a while there I was doing so well with my food choices, but it gradually got worse over the last couple of weeks and built to a climax this past weekend. I was staying at my friend Tanya’s while she was out of town, and I ordered a gourmet pizza (and a salad) from a restaurant near her, and I ate all of it. I had a hot flash during this mass consumption of calories, so I took off my pajamas and lay partially nude on the couch, covered in pizza grease watching Six Feet Under half hating myself half loving life. Later, I finished off a bottle of whipped cream I found in Tanya’s fridge (I bought you a new bottle, T. I also bought you a new box of Chex because I needed to eat something crunchy while watching t.v.)
This post was random. So is life.